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[vapour]

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Re: Day 286

[vapour]

Thank you... for also caring. [ Sam goes to crawl under the covers now, poking his head out and his tails grasping at the blankets to tug them up around him more like trying to help him feel more protected his ears flatten as he tries to stifle a yawn. ]

They don't go away until I sleep, I guess because I don't have the energy discipline to retract them while sleepy.

[ he'll go to cuddle up near Jewel again, though. ]

I won't take long, but feel free to do whatever you like. [ closes his eyes now. ]

... Kinda heavy talk for second. I used to tell myself that there's someone out there for me, but if I'm honest I've given up on that in the past few days. I realized though... it's okay. The only thing I really want is to not be alone when my time comes. And, because of you, I think I never have to worry about that now. So, thank you so much.

[ Sam nuzzles Jewel's cheek again, his ears twitching, before he goes to curl a little more into the blankets. ]

For letting me in. And for being you. I really want you to find happiness.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

What if what I like is staying right here with you?

[Wraps an arm around Sam tightly]

You’re still young. Of course I’ll make sure you’re not alone, but isn’t it too soon to say you’ll never find anyone? You’re still so young.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

[ Sam chuckles good naturedly at that, seeming truly delighted to hear it. ] Ahaha, then please stay here with me if you like it!

[ He hums. ]

I don't want to be so fully pessimistic as to say I'll never find someone, I just have realized that it's entirely possible that person may not be available whether because they're with someone else or have passed on early or all those sorts of possibilities we can't account for where things just never line up correctly. I don't mean it negatively, though. Or at least, I don't want to mean it negatively. I'm just making peace with my own wild ideas.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

You’re handsome and caring and sweet. It feels awful right now, but I promise you will fine someone. I believe that completely.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

[ Sam just smiles. ].

...Okay, I believe you. I'll not worry about it until after we get off this boat for good, though.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

Mm, our life on this boat is so…

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

[ sniffs. ]

...With my luck, I'll find the person of my dreams and get dumped because I keep going on too many "cruises" with random people and never even bring them back souvenirs.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

Preemptively get them some souvenirs then, silly boy.

[Skritches at Sam’s scalp gently]

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

[ closes eyes like a cat. ]

There's nothing on this boat worth taking home except you, though. What would I get on shore that would be a convincing good souvenir?

Maybe if they're a big fan of yours I can get them something autographed, though... ?

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

Just me? Now that definitely can’t be true.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

[ Sam hums thoughtfully, but nothing further comes out of his mouth, ultimately going quiet. ]

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

…

[Shifts slightly on the bed, doing his best to not jostle the other man, finding a comfortable position]

Goodnight, Sam.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

I'm awake.

[ kinda. he'll reach to wrap Jewel up in the blankets, at least. ]

If you wanna do some work, you don't have to snuggle with me, though.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

Faking it to get out of responding then?!

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

... [ goes back to pretend sleep!!! ]

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

Wow, he fell back asleep.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

[ tickles and pinches under Jewel's ribs. ]

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

[Sfisojxwkao reaches down to smack at Sam’s hands]

Hey now!

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

You started this!

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

Started what? Calling you out?

[Reaches down to pinch and tickle in return which…he has the upper hand here considering Sam is nude]

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

[ yips. Being nude certainly has disadvantages!! He does have three fluffy soft tails to attack with though!!

Unfortunately he doesn't know how to make use of them so they kinda just do whatever as he laughs, them every so often going to tickle at Jewel before it's like they get distracted from the task. ]

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

[Tickles along his waist and hips mercilessly, cackling…atleast until the tails get a tickle in, causing him to clamp his mouth shut]

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

[ starts laughing from the change in Jewel's behavior more than anything with the tickles he's been getting. ]

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

And now you’re laughing at me…

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

You're so cute, I can't help it, it's definitely your fault... !