So am I. Greed isn't necessarily a sin in my book, even if it almost always leads to unhappiness because nothing is ever enough. But if your greed can be sated and it's attainable, why should you be denied?
I look forward to a potential chance to be able to learn that first hand.
But, Shadi... you need to get it through your head that the only people who are worth your time are going to take all of you and love and care for you when you're at your low the same as they do at your high. I'm worried you're going to do yourself a disservice by thinking you deserve less.
Oh~? Then, is there someone you're considering to say that? That's a very high level affection across the board.
You should talk to them, if so. I know you're afraid of talking it out or rejection and whatnot, but if their affections are enough for you to be able to say that to me, I would say that it's safe to assume nothing will change with you talking it out with them even if they aren't on board ultimately.
You have an opportunity where you technically having nothing precious to you that you could lose and can gain something life changing.
[ nods slowly... seems fair? Double digits is a lot ...! ]
...Well, anyway. Since I can't make you do anything especially with other people, maybe we should try practicing on getting you to be comfortable with giving an answer rather than avoiding even if it's a direct "no comment" response?
...You know why I keep pushing wanting to be in a relationship with you even though you always dodge, and it's really obvious to me what you want, already, right?
You don't want it. Why don't you just say so, though? I know you don't want to hurt people you like but pressuring you is pretty obnoxious and I'd deserve it. Do you really think if you use the word 'no' that I'm going to leave?
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I don't think so.
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Also... it's nothing to be sorry for. How you feel is how you feel, the same as me.
Still, I'm not gonna let you lie to yourself on top of everything else you are trying to navigate.
[ rubbing circles on his back as the tails trace idle random shapes. ]
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But, Shadi... you need to get it through your head that the only people who are worth your time are going to take all of you and love and care for you when you're at your low the same as they do at your high. I'm worried you're going to do yourself a disservice by thinking you deserve less.
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You should talk to them, if so. I know you're afraid of talking it out or rejection and whatnot, but if their affections are enough for you to be able to say that to me, I would say that it's safe to assume nothing will change with you talking it out with them even if they aren't on board ultimately.
You have an opportunity where you technically having nothing precious to you that you could lose and can gain something life changing.
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Damn, that's impressive ...
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...Well, anyway. Since I can't make you do anything especially with other people, maybe we should try practicing on getting you to be comfortable with giving an answer rather than avoiding even if it's a direct "no comment" response?
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...You know why I keep pushing wanting to be in a relationship with you even though you always dodge, and it's really obvious to me what you want, already, right?
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