LL PT. 2 - inbox

[vapour]

87%

7:20 PM

19:20

nightfall ops

♫

Watch on YouTube

Comments

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

Liiiike, what thing should I put on for the entertainment of everyone on the boat and if I can afford it in my stress ‘budget’.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

What's a stress 'budget' here and why do you have to always come up with ways to keep people entertained on this tanker?

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

A stress budget is a thing I fill out because I do too much and wind up wearing myself out.

That said…I’m an Aria. I’m meant to entertain.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

That does sound like you.

[ just kinda stares at him about the second part, though. ]

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

…Annnnd keeping busy is good for me?

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

As long as you find that sweet spot in between busy is good and stress budget... really can't argue with your logic.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

Mm, moderation and all that. Cant say I’m good at it, but I am trying to learn.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

You recognize it, though. Which is a great start to helping. I know it can be hard not to throw yourself into distractions even if you get carried away, so ...

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

I go a bit crazy when I have too much time on my hands. It’s in everyone’s best interest to keep me busy, I promise.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

Only you know what is overdoing it for you, anyway.

Besides, I can't say anything. If I could do what kept me busy before here, I'd be doing it all the time.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

The killing part?

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

I mean, I'd do the sex part, too, if I could have the killing part along with it.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

No. None of the sex part. Honestly the killing part is also probably bad. Somehow I feel the sex part is worse for your mental health though.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

[ perks a bit. ]

My mental health, in particular? Or is that a general "your"?

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

Yours in particular.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

I mean, yeah, probably, if I don't kill them after.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

[Rolls his eyes, reaching up to tug on Sam's cheek]

Mental health, not physical. Seriously, doing it with a bunch of guys you don't want to do it with can't feel great, right?

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

I promise you I do sleep with women, too.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

[Tugs his cheek more]

Again. Not the point.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

Iyaa, stop stop! I just wanted to make sure there wasn't any misunderstandings.

As for the point... I actually don't know.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

If you're fine, then it's your choice. If it were me, it would probably give me a weird relationship with sex.

Well....weirder.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

No, I mean... I actually don't know the answer, you could be right. I just don't feel anything other than the biological side of it. Killing them is part of the release for me since they're usually people that have done really bad things. If it doesn't feel good because I feel used or something like that.. well, that rarely happens and I can only blame myself. And besides, I get back at them at the end, anyway.

As for people here on this boat, though... mmm... I guess I wouldn't say in such a scenario that I don't want to sleep with them if I'm looking for stress release or something to do.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

Just making sure you're taking care of yourself.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

Thanks, but I think you don't have to worry about this one. I don't usually have sex unrelated to my marks to feel anything or get stress relief. I just do it to stop thinking.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

So sex is either just work or stress relief...