LL PT. 2 - inbox

[vapour]

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Re: Day 286

[vapour]

I promise you I do sleep with women, too.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

[Tugs his cheek more]

Again. Not the point.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

Iyaa, stop stop! I just wanted to make sure there wasn't any misunderstandings.

As for the point... I actually don't know.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

If you're fine, then it's your choice. If it were me, it would probably give me a weird relationship with sex.

Well....weirder.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

No, I mean... I actually don't know the answer, you could be right. I just don't feel anything other than the biological side of it. Killing them is part of the release for me since they're usually people that have done really bad things. If it doesn't feel good because I feel used or something like that.. well, that rarely happens and I can only blame myself. And besides, I get back at them at the end, anyway.

As for people here on this boat, though... mmm... I guess I wouldn't say in such a scenario that I don't want to sleep with them if I'm looking for stress release or something to do.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

Just making sure you're taking care of yourself.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

Thanks, but I think you don't have to worry about this one. I don't usually have sex unrelated to my marks to feel anything or get stress relief. I just do it to stop thinking.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

So sex is either just work or stress relief...

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

...I mean, isn't that one of the reasons why you have sex with multiple people here? To feel good and get the biological stress relief? I understand the idea you are attracted to only certain people to do that with, but...


[ what else do people get out of sex with people they aren't romantically involved with. ]

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

[ Please hold, something is going on in that fluffy head of his ]

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

[ ???? ]

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

Any suggestions for activities I could host?

[Holds up a notepad and pen, waving them a little]

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

Did I offend you?

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

What would I have to be offended about?

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

...

This is exactly what you did last time I brought up your sex life and said I made you feel like a whore. Should I just assume you feel like that again?

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

[Gently taps the top of Sam's head with the notebook, right between the ears]

I don't feel that way again. I was just thinking I'm glad I'm able to provide my friends some stress relief during these trying times.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

[ reflective whine from his throat like hitting with the book is the same as a squeak toy bring squeezed.

...oh. there's no way that's it, either. ]

... You sure? ... It's not because of what I just said and us having had sex somehow or anything?

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

I'm sure, I'm sure~ Don't worry about it.

[Sets the notebook aside and sits up on the bed on his knees]

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

[ exhales slowly in relief. ]

...Okay, good. But, just in case... that was an exception.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

[Visibly deflates, the fight leaving him, shoulders no longer squared up or back straight as a board]

Oh.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

... [ sits up now before moving to reach out and pull Jewel back into an embrace from behind, his tails moving to hug around him as well. ]

Sorry, I spoke insensitively before.

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

...I'm sorry too. I was letting my experiences color your experiences in my mind. If you're fine, then it's fine.

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

[ can't help but laugh a little now. ]

Sorry, are you like giving me permission to sleep around or something~?

Re: Day 286

[gottalearntoplayitright]

Where did I put that notebook...

Re: Day 286

[vapour]

[ wait seriously?

Forget if it was actual permission or not but he didn't even know they qualified for hypothetical permission from each other??

That can't be right that makes no sense in Sam's head. Why would Jewel even care about that??

He'll embrace him a little tighter. ]

Shadi, talk to me. I'm teasing you here, but... you do know I'm not actually interested in doing that, right? It was just hypothetical randomness. So, what I really want to know is what are you apologizing for and why are you telling me it's fine to go do that if I want to?