vapour | LL PT. 2

That does sound like you.

[ just kinda stares at him about the second part, though. ]

…Annnnd keeping busy is good for me?

As long as you find that sweet spot in between busy is good and stress budget... really can't argue with your logic.

Mm, moderation and all that. Cant say I’m good at it, but I am trying to learn.

You recognize it, though. Which is a great start to helping. I know it can be hard not to throw yourself into distractions even if you get carried away, so ...

I go a bit crazy when I have too much time on my hands. It’s in everyone’s best interest to keep me busy, I promise.

Only you know what is overdoing it for you, anyway.

Besides, I can't say anything. If I could do what kept me busy before here, I'd be doing it all the time.

The killing part?

I mean, I'd do the sex part, too, if I could have the killing part along with it.

Edited 2025-09-12 19:18 (UTC)

No. None of the sex part. Honestly the killing part is also probably bad. Somehow I feel the sex part is worse for your mental health though.

[ perks a bit. ]

My mental health, in particular? Or is that a general "your"?

Edited 2025-09-12 20:51 (UTC)

Yours in particular.

I mean, yeah, probably, if I don't kill them after.

[Rolls his eyes, reaching up to tug on Sam's cheek]

Mental health, not physical. Seriously, doing it with a bunch of guys you don't want to do it with can't feel great, right?

I promise you I do sleep with women, too.

[Tugs his cheek more]

Again. Not the point.

Iyaa, stop stop! I just wanted to make sure there wasn't any misunderstandings.

As for the point... I actually don't know.

If you're fine, then it's your choice. If it were me, it would probably give me a weird relationship with sex.

Well....weirder.

No, I mean... I actually don't know the answer, you could be right. I just don't feel anything other than the biological side of it. Killing them is part of the release for me since they're usually people that have done really bad things. If it doesn't feel good because I feel used or something like that.. well, that rarely happens and I can only blame myself. And besides, I get back at them at the end, anyway.

As for people here on this boat, though... mmm... I guess I wouldn't say in such a scenario that I don't want to sleep with them if I'm looking for stress release or something to do.

Just making sure you're taking care of yourself.

Thanks, but I think you don't have to worry about this one. I don't usually have sex unrelated to my marks to feel anything or get stress relief. I just do it to stop thinking.

So sex is either just work or stress relief...

...I mean, isn't that one of the reasons why you have sex with multiple people here? To feel good and get the biological stress relief? I understand the idea you are attracted to only certain people to do that with, but...

[ what else do people get out of sex with people they aren't romantically involved with. ]

[ Please hold, something is going on in that fluffy head of his ]

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