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[ will eventually kiss Jewel's knuckles finally before speaking up, his voice quiet but not as raspy and raw as before. He will not pull his hand away and keeps their fingers laced, just watching their hands holding each other. ]

...Is your voice okay?

Voice is fine. Ears hurt. Can't hear well.

Ah... I'm sorry. Hopefully we can get rid of these effects quickly.

[ He'll gently tug Jewel forward a bit as he goes to lift up and very carefully kiss against one of his ears. ]

We can hope.

[Reaches up to pat his back gently]

Is that the worst you got to deal with?

Edited 2025-03-20 03:07 (UTC)

...it was not.

[ squeezes his hand a little. ]

...I'm sorry. You don't have to explain, but if I can do anything, don't hesitate to tell me.

I forgot something important. And I saw something I can't unsee.

Hopefully we all can fix these troubles everyone is suffering from and get you that important something back.

As for the latter... that is more difficult. If it really becomes too much, though, I can help with that a little.

I got it back luckily…but how would you help with the other thing?

Okay, good. [ but he still gets why knowing something important was forgotten even with it returned can be upsetting.

Sam is quiet a moment after being asked that before finally replying hesitantly: ]

...I... can erase and rewrite people's memories with my Blessing.

Edited 2025-03-21 03:06 (UTC)

[...whistles a bit at that]

That's quite the blessing. Have you used it much?

Almost never on anyone else unless it could save their life.

I don't even let other people know because I don't want them afraid I'm tampering with their memories. You can tell when I have versus when I don't unless I'm with you every day at least for a period of time... but that's not very comforting for anyone.

Well. If it helps... I don't think you've tampered with mine.

[ laughs a bit although ends up coughing ]

...Good, because I definitely want all your memories and feelings regarding me not ever messed with.

I'll do my best to never ask you to use it.

...But if it would truly better your situation, I will always want to help you however I can.

Wouldn't that make your situation worse though?

How so?

I imagine it’s complicated. Messing with the memories of the people you like. For better or for worse.

...Even though you're suffering, you're still worrying about others. You're very kind.

'Complicated' is a good way to put it... But, if it were to make your situation that much better, it's okay because the benefit outweighs the risk.

I just... don't want you afraid of me or losing trust. ... Still, for you, I'd do it even if those things were to happen so long as it really could help. My support in any way is available for whatever and whenever you need or want.

I'm not kind. So don't let me take too much.

You are kind to me. Isn't it enough to adore you for that?

Adore me, huh? Isn’t adore a little strong?

No, it's not. But, I understand why you would think so.

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