[ what is this shit!! Like within the next five minutes:
attached image: Sam cranky with drink giving middle finger to camera.
attached video: Sam staring angrily at this drink before drinking it and choking initially on the taste being unexpected and coughing before finally drinking it down even if he doesn't want to. ]
I think everything that needed to be said was said. What I do want to know is what caused your mind to cloud so hard that you needed to do what you did at all?
...'Tch. I knew a lot of people that died. More than Chiffon, only not as well, it still bothered me more than I expected. The monster had human body parts in it and I couldn't get them out of my head. I needed company to sleep, and I had told Jewel I might need him for it later. Once Jewel left after we met up, I obviously couldn't sleep.
Next day I find out Audra is missing. Chiffon is hurt by my actions. I'm feeling extremely useless by this point. I then remember the memory of my death and it just keeps looping.
So I got more and more desperate to shut out the loop, but I need to sleep to be able to do that. I then got into an argument with a friend about my inability to sleep and that I wasn't pressuring Acidia enough for it, which made me snap and just give zero fucks about how I did I just so long as I could successfully sleep.
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The most acceptable sleeping pills will last a maximum of seven to eight hours, no longer.
What else did you have?
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You're lucky I'm too tired to call you up and call you a few choice names.
Get yourself a drink with citrus and apple in it, and do not drink alcohol.
I'll know if you don't do it.
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attached image: Sam cranky with drink giving middle finger to camera.
attached video: Sam staring angrily at this drink before drinking it and choking initially on the taste being unexpected and coughing before finally drinking it down even if he doesn't want to. ]
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He'll observe the video properly and the drink from what he can visually make out, then text back. ]
I do enjoy it when you're being an obedient boy. Now take a walk unless you want me to bring over a leash and make you do it.
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It may feel like it does nothing, but it does.
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Up on the deck so you can get some air.
[ That's where he'll be, too. ]
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You've looked better. Come along.
[ They're just going to walk. ]
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[ He's not speedwalking, though. ]
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[ obviously a huge lie but. ]
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I'm not even walking fast enough to get my blood going. You're lucky this is around when I start to wake up for my workout.
[ It's actually two hours from now but who cares. ]
Keep in step with me. Move your arms like I am. We're going to cover the entire deck.
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What did you want to talk about or did you really just want me up here for workout company?
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[ He glances over at him. ]
I think everything that needed to be said was said. What I do want to know is what caused your mind to cloud so hard that you needed to do what you did at all?
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Don't be obtuse. Tell me everything.
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...'Tch. I knew a lot of people that died. More than Chiffon, only not as well, it still bothered me more than I expected.
The monster had human body parts in it and I couldn't get them out of my head. I needed company to sleep, and I had told Jewel I might need him for it later.
Once Jewel left after we met up, I obviously couldn't sleep.
Next day I find out Audra is missing. Chiffon is hurt by my actions. I'm feeling extremely useless by this point. I then remember the memory of my death and it just keeps looping.
So I got more and more desperate to shut out the loop, but I need to sleep to be able to do that. I then got into an argument with a friend about my inability to sleep and that I wasn't pressuring Acidia enough for it, which made me snap and just give zero fucks about how I did I just so long as I could successfully sleep.
That's all...
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... so you saw your memory, then. What did you learn about this "death"?
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