I really want you to protect yourself first in that situation, too, but... I'll never hate or resent you for your choice. Those moments are really hard to act rationally.
I'll do my absolute best to prioritize myself in this sort of case, though, if it means that much to you. Promise. My goal is to make you hurt the least amount for the shortest time, and I know how it can be far more painful to deal with someone else getting hurt or even killed because they wanted to "protect" you.
You know I would never mind taking care of you if you were injured. I may not be able to heal, but I can still keep you warm and tend to you. I simply do not wish for you to feel like you have to endure anything alone either.
That means so much to me. I want you to feel the same, although I also know being a Siren and being an idol makes it harder to accept outside help. Still, I'll always be here when you need me.
I do want to reassure you, though... I've done extremely well in these performances.
Not saying it'll always be like that, but I don't want you thinking I'm over here suffering while telling you nothing's wrong. It's kind of priority in my family to know how to aim for the outcome that gets me harmed the least.
[ not physically anyway... although even then it's not like Friday is wrong on how he would react to being physically injured, either. It just hasn't really happened, yet. ]
That said, never gonna say no to your company for whatever reason. It's always needed simply because it's wanted.
Maybe we should think more strategically about attaining better results with less risk, though all of us tend to have a penchant for the dramatics, which gets in the way of our better judgment. It cannot be helped.
I will nevertheless heed your advice and try and avoid too much trauma if I can help it. I am definitely never drinking that much again.
My mistake was signing the contracts that Yue drew up with his blessing. That allowed me to drank far past where I would have normally passed out. My liver may never recover from this.
I doubt the producers would give us that much of an advantage. I would have tempered myself better, but the contract made the beer taste so delicious as well.
Then I will look forward to it. When you are up to cooking, you can also stop by. I found some good recipes online, and I would not mind spoiling you a bit.
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but who can say what is in the mind of those hosting these performers?
Some are more sadistic than others...
I hope if it ever comes to you and me, you prioritize yourself first,
but I cannot stop you if you do not nor will I hate you for it.
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I'll do my absolute best to prioritize myself in this sort of case, though, if it means that much to you. Promise. My goal is to make you hurt the least amount for the shortest time, and I know how it can be far more painful to deal with someone else getting hurt or even killed because they wanted to "protect" you.
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I may not be able to heal, but I can still keep you warm and tend to you.
I simply do not wish for you to feel like you have to endure anything alone either.
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I do want to reassure you, though... I've done extremely well in these performances.
Not saying it'll always be like that, but I don't want you thinking I'm over here suffering while telling you nothing's wrong. It's kind of priority in my family to know how to aim for the outcome that gets me harmed the least.
[ not physically anyway... although even then it's not like Friday is wrong on how he would react to being physically injured, either. It just hasn't really happened, yet. ]
That said, never gonna say no to your company for whatever reason. It's always needed simply because it's wanted.
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though all of us tend to have a penchant for the dramatics, which gets in the way of our better judgment.
It cannot be helped.
I will nevertheless heed your advice and try and avoid too much trauma if I can help it.
I am definitely never drinking that much again.
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That allowed me to drank far past where I would have normally passed out.
My liver may never recover from this.
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What a troublesome blessing... Anything that seems too convenient is always problematic in some way I find.
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I would have tempered myself better, but the contract made the beer taste so delicious as well.
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I need to curb my sweet tooth better and avoid temptation.
At least, it was temporary.
Beer has gone back to tasting like gutter water.
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Well, it's over, no harm no foul.
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but I plan to enjoy it.
You should do something relaxing as well now that you have escaped another performance relatively intact.
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or a walk through the garden
or a cozy book.
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And take one with me.
If you want, that is.
It was just a thought.
No pressure.
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though I need a bit of a forewarning to clean and disinfect it as best as I can.
I always keep it clean anyway, but it would put me at ease.
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When you are up to cooking, you can also stop by.
I found some good recipes online, and I would not mind spoiling you a bit.
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Is it okay to cook there? Not sure how busy it gets at Siren's in the kitchen. I'll definitely come, though!
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