LL PT. 2 - inbox

[vapour]

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7:20 PM

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nightfall ops

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Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[gottalearntoplayitright]

You're useful to me. Just by being you. I know....that's probably not enough, but. It had to count for something, right?

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[vapour]

[ Sam is quiet for a long moment before burying his face in Jewel's shoulder. ]


...It's more than enough.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[gottalearntoplayitright]

[Rubs small circles against Sam's back, resting his head against the other's]

I mean it. I won't go anywhere.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[vapour]

... Then I won't go anywhere, either. I promise.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[gottalearntoplayitright]

You had better not. I'm holding you to that now.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[vapour]

Silly... how could I break a promise like that to the person I'm useful to just for existing...?

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[gottalearntoplayitright]

People have broken promises to me for less.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[vapour]

I'm sure, but... I'm not like them. On this boat, you're almost my whole world. That's just how things have played out.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[gottalearntoplayitright]

I could help you meet people, if you want a bigger world.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[vapour]

Thanks.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[gottalearntoplayitright]

[Smooths Sam's bangs back, giving his forehead a kiss]

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[vapour]

[ does to press his face into Jewel's neck now, clinging to him quietly. ]

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[gottalearntoplayitright]

[Drops another kiss to the top of his head]

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[vapour]

[ goes*

mumbles quietly against his neck: ]

Thanks for putting up with me, too.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[gottalearntoplayitright]

Says the guy who puts up with all my nonsense.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[vapour]

Pretty sure it's different when I'm the one with the crush on you.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[gottalearntoplayitright]

You could always get better taste.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[vapour]

I'm trying. It's not exactly fun on this side, ya know.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[gottalearntoplayitright]

Should I stop being so physically affectionate? I'm guessing that makes it harder.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[vapour]

It doesn't make it harder, actually. Not for me, anyway. I don't see physical affection as you suggesting anything is going to happen between us. I like being affectionate with you because you're important to me not because I have a crush on you, but if it's uncomfortable because of my feelings, of course I can respect that.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[gottalearntoplayitright]

[Pulls him in for a kiss then]

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[vapour]

[ feels a bit flustered at that since he's admittedly caught off guard; but he meant what he said, so he'll kiss him back rather quickly after the initial little mental flail. ]

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[gottalearntoplayitright]

[Murmurs against his lips quietly]

I can feel your face heating up.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[vapour]

[ replies, going to bite at his lips in between. ]

Don't bully me, I won't be dumb about this forever.

Re: 12:01 AM on 279

[gottalearntoplayitright]

Then I had better get all the bullying in while I can.

[Scoots closer, arms looping around the back of Sam’s neck]