I know you'll be upset if something happens to me, and I don't want that. I know others will be, too, but even if they weren't, knowing you would be is enough for me to not want to be the cause of that.
...But, between you and me... I still feel like this time I abandoned them.
[ Thankfully they're all alive because no one can die, but as someone who has immense survivor's guilt, the idea bothers him. ]
I know. But, I also hit the button. And... even if I knew it was Cirrus that would get punished, I wouldn't have hesitated because I had been so sure, at least, Cirrus and Siren's would absolutely push their buttons, too, out of everyone.
You can still care about them even if you swapped families. I know Siren's would still care for me even if I swapped and vice versa. I mean...I still care about Forge and Forge still cares about me.
I know. It's just their decisions are still their own now, I have to respect them like I have to respect Siren's going too hard and Sun Sign's continuous compassion. I guess I was silly and was hoping it wouldn't be a problem because I would agree with their choices, anyway.
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...But, between you and me... I still feel like this time I abandoned them.
[ Thankfully they're all alive because no one can die, but as someone who has immense survivor's guilt, the idea bothers him. ]
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Except... I was wrong.
[ the way he says it has that unspoken: again. ]
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I should know better than anyone by now how this works.
But, anyway, it's not really fair of me to discuss their affairs like I have a right to their business, anymore, either. Sorry.
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It's just I don't much like the feeling in my chest.
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[ disconnects the call. ]