Secrets, probably~! Like Hairstyling and makeup tips, those are always great to have.
Mostly just hoping to make friends I can rely on, though, even if just to talk or have drinks with. Part of being friends is being an appealing individual to the other party, and I like you so I need to be good about it, right?
Also, people who put up with me deserve to get showered in gifts. I know I'm a difficult person.
That's exactly why you're worth being treated the best I can offer, I think. I actually appreciate you being you more than you know, no how little time we've known each other.
He'll view it as a competitive goal against himself. will Nick have Sam win or lost against himself, only time will tell! ]
Yeah, something happened a few days ago. I took one of those memory prizes we keep getting by myself even though I promised myself not to do it without someone there in case the results were as unsettling as some people seem to be reacting.
Since no one was around I spent a long time thinking about it, and realized I want to try avoid feeling like I left things unexpressed that should have been clear for a long time that weren't. So I'm trying to be more upfront with people who are good to me before it's too late. Unfortunately I really don't know anyone on this boat that well at all. I think I know three individuals prior to this boat and that's it, everyone else is a stranger.
Even so, it was Cade that helped me get out of my head, and I was a huge mess. He never asked me why or what, he just helped me. Ore, too. Without them, I don't know where I would be right now. They accepted me and helped me with little to no knowledge about me and put themselves out there for my sake at the risk of their own. Why? Because that's just the type of people they are I think you would say, yeah?
You've been kind to me, and the fact they're two of your closest friends means I feel like I want to try and trust you like I'm beginning to trust them before you have to put yourself out there. Maybe you'll never do anything deserving of preemptively being trusted besides being kind, but that arguably deserves its own reward, too.
Well, I ain't about ta argue that those two aren't good folk. They're some o' the best you could come by, an' doin' good fer 'em's great by me. But ya don't gotta base our friendship on any o' that. We get along, that's great, an' if we don't, then we don't. All that matters ta me is that ya be yer most comfortable self with me.
If yer jus' lookin' fer tips for treatin' those two though, I'm happy ta help.
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... Drinks are free here, though.
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I'll definitely try that, thanks. What about you?
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Wouldn't mind settin' up my own lil collection on board. Could be all those lil mini bottles ya see around.
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Mostly just hoping to make friends I can rely on, though, even if just to talk or have drinks with. Part of being friends is being an appealing individual to the other party, and I like you so I need to be good about it, right?
Also, people who put up with me deserve to get showered in gifts. I know I'm a difficult person.
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Darlin' ya ain't ever been difficult in my books. Ya ain't gotta be on yer best behavior 'round me.
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He'll view it as a competitive goal against himself. will Nick have Sam win or lost against himself, only time will tell! ]
Yeah, something happened a few days ago. I took one of those memory prizes we keep getting by myself even though I promised myself not to do it without someone there in case the results were as unsettling as some people seem to be reacting.
Since no one was around I spent a long time thinking about it, and realized I want to try avoid feeling like I left things unexpressed that should have been clear for a long time that weren't. So I'm trying to be more upfront with people who are good to me before it's too late. Unfortunately I really don't know anyone on this boat that well at all. I think I know three individuals prior to this boat and that's it, everyone else is a stranger.
Even so, it was Cade that helped me get out of my head, and I was a huge mess. He never asked me why or what, he just helped me. Ore, too. Without them, I don't know where I would be right now. They accepted me and helped me with little to no knowledge about me and put themselves out there for my sake at the risk of their own. Why? Because that's just the type of people they are I think you would say, yeah?
You've been kind to me, and the fact they're two of your closest friends means I feel like I want to try and trust you like I'm beginning to trust them before you have to put yourself out there. Maybe you'll never do anything deserving of preemptively being trusted besides being kind, but that arguably deserves its own reward, too.
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If yer jus' lookin' fer tips for treatin' those two though, I'm happy ta help.