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leaveofabsence: <user name="tradeitional"> ([RI93] "Ah well)

Re: DAY 236; Jun

[personal profile] leaveofabsence 2025-01-28 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
Or perhaps.

Is it unfair to ask one more thing of you when this place already asks so much?

What if I wished for you to go home, and therefore took that bit of selfish burden upon myself.
leaveofabsence: <user name="tradeitional"> ([RI96] The shop owner narrowed her eyes)

Re: DAY 236; Jun

[personal profile] leaveofabsence 2025-01-28 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
You're right.

I'm not as equipped to handle this place as you. In fact, I would say that I feel oddly solitary in how poorly I am adjusting to everything. Nor do I believe I have the courage to stay if the Ticketmaster were to offer me a way off of this ship.

[ Jun is silent for a moment before he attempts to grab Sam by the face and tilt his head so they are looking at each other. ]

But that doesn't make that thought of you being forced to stagnate here any less painful.

How does one measure the suffering of a bird with clipped wings, after all.
leaveofabsence: art by karininogo2 @ twitter ([FA] 134)

Re: DAY 236; Jun

[personal profile] leaveofabsence 2025-01-29 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ His brows knit for just a moment, some of that helplessness returned. For how could Jun not feel that way regarding Sam. Sam moved through life like a whirlwind, barely stopping to look at his surroundings before heading off on the next adventure.

So perhaps he really didn't see the people in his life. Did not see the crowd of people who were worried about him about during the last performance. And if he did not see that, then what did Sam really see instead?
]

Then if I return home first, I will wait for you. Continue taking shifts at the cafe even if I've passed the bar. Stay in the city as long as I can afford to do so.

So that when you return, you have at least something to return to.
leaveofabsence: ([RI82] "So it is quite a shame indeed)

Re: DAY 236; Jun

[personal profile] leaveofabsence 2025-02-02 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
Sam...

What do you think of our friendship?
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Re: DAY 236; Jun

[personal profile] leaveofabsence 2025-02-02 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
Unfair in what way?
leaveofabsence: <user name="pragmatism"> ([RI30] "I'm just rather taken)

Re: DAY 236; Jun

[personal profile] leaveofabsence 2025-02-02 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, that's easy. During the holiday of traveling wishes. We met together for a meal and then you introduced me to your pets — Watson and Holmes.
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Re: DAY 236; Jun

[personal profile] leaveofabsence 2025-02-03 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
So you don't bother me. And the good memories that we have made together have always outweighed the bad.

You are not being unfair to me. You are my friend, and I treasure you greatly.
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Re: DAY 236; Jun

[personal profile] leaveofabsence 2025-02-03 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
I will take half as an improvement to what was there before.

[ For Sam was not a person who could be convinced entirely of their own worth, but any baby steps to get there. Well, that was certainly a victory in Jun's book.

He cards a hand through his hair again.
]

And Watson and Holmes are adorably spoiled. I wonder whose fault that is.
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Re: DAY 236; Jun

[personal profile] leaveofabsence 2025-02-10 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
They are good for you, and you are good for them.
leaveofabsence: ([RI88] This is highly unusual thing)

Re: DAY 236; Jun

[personal profile] leaveofabsence 2025-02-10 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
Considering the luxuries of the ship and the fact that they do not have to attend performances, it probably is the ultimate vacation for them.

Ah. But if there are times where you think you might be away, or if you are pulled away again— I can look after them in your stead.
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Re: DAY 236; Jun

[personal profile] leaveofabsence 2025-02-10 03:18 am (UTC)(link)
Are you saying your presence makes them more rambunctious?
leaveofabsence: <user name="icontime"> ([RI13] they were the wealthy and leisure)

Re: DAY 236; Jun

[personal profile] leaveofabsence 2025-02-11 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ Teasing in an attempt to lighten the mood of the evening a little: ]

Now, I wonder why that could be.