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gottalearntoplayitright: (When he acts this way)

Re: 240 Early evening

[personal profile] gottalearntoplayitright 2025-01-22 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
[Lays back, cradling the phone between his ear and shoulder]

Forgive me in advance for being overly dramatic then.
gottalearntoplayitright: (I lost the feeling)

Re: 240 Early evening

[personal profile] gottalearntoplayitright 2025-01-22 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
[Groans, covering his face with his hands and taking a deep breath first]

....the best way I can explain it is probably that I feel a little like a blackhole. If that makes sense. It sounds lame even to me, but.
gottalearntoplayitright: (Keeping dreams alive)

Re: 240 Early evening

[personal profile] gottalearntoplayitright 2025-01-22 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
Mmm.....people pour a lot into me. Time. Caring. Gifts. Affection. They want so badly to help me..... And I don't really know that I can be helped? Sometimes it feels a little like they're wasting their resources and I feel guilty, even if they don't mind and don't feel it is a waste.
gottalearntoplayitright: (Got no regrets even when I'm broke)

Re: 240 Early evening

[personal profile] gottalearntoplayitright 2025-01-23 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
They do, but....they also make me feel worse? I know it's not like they give me those things expecting anything in return...but also I don't really know that they're getting a fair return.
gottalearntoplayitright: (And problems to feel)

Re: 240 Early evening

[personal profile] gottalearntoplayitright 2025-01-23 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
Do normal people think about things in those sort of terms or is that just an industry thing?
gottalearntoplayitright: (1999 heroes)

Re: 240 Early evening

[personal profile] gottalearntoplayitright 2025-01-23 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
How much do you think about it?
gottalearntoplayitright: (Got no regrets even when I'm broke)

Re: 240 Early evening

[personal profile] gottalearntoplayitright 2025-01-23 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Rolls over. There’s the crinkling sound of the comforter under him as he finds a better position]

How do you feel everything shakes out for you? Pretty fair? Not so much…?
gottalearntoplayitright: (My honeybee)

Re: 240 Early evening

[personal profile] gottalearntoplayitright 2025-01-23 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
I’m sorry… Is that person on the boat too? Or someone back home?
gottalearntoplayitright: (Keeping dreams alive)

Re: 240 Early evening

[personal profile] gottalearntoplayitright 2025-01-23 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
It sounds like a tough situation all around, that’s all.

What do you think would make you happy then?
gottalearntoplayitright: (I lost the feeling)

Re: 240 Early evening

[personal profile] gottalearntoplayitright 2025-01-23 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
I would complain more, but honestly I don’t quite know my feelings. I’m used to things either being too busy to process them or having my life so simplified I don’t have to face them…

[Rolls over again, huffing quietly]

If you say that, I’m going to wind up even more curious. Besides, I have plenty of bad ideas on my own, you wouldn’t need to worry about giving me any.
gottalearntoplayitright: (When the nightmare goes)

Re: 240 Early evening

[personal profile] gottalearntoplayitright 2025-01-23 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Careful. If you say that I may just start complaining to you all the time then. I enjoy complaining.

And…disappearing isn’t easy at all, take it from me.
gottalearntoplayitright: (Shining bright)

Re: 240 Early evening

[personal profile] gottalearntoplayitright 2025-01-23 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
What if I name something extra ridiculous just to make sure you can’t find it on the ship? Once my complaining starts, I won’t be silenced. Even by treats.
gottalearntoplayitright: (Charged up to 100)

Re: 240 Early evening

[personal profile] gottalearntoplayitright 2025-01-24 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
I regret to inform you I’m not a terribly cute person.