[ taking that memory was a bad idea while like this. But at least, he assures himself as he stares up coldly at the ceiling, he finally figured the real person to blame for this. ]

...Vera, the least you could have done after everything was make sure that you pulled the trigger on me the same way you did on yourself instead of only killing one of us, you selfish—

[ he doesn't feel good, he's going to be sick. whatever he knows how to deal with it and that's exactly what he'll roll off his bed to go and do. ]