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[Slides both hands up Sam's neck, before cupping his face with both hands, kissing back slowly and murmuring against his lips]

Are you kissing me because you want to kiss me or because you don't want to answer my question?

[ there's a bit of a sharp smile there before he hums, taking his time to savor the taste of Jewel's mouth. ]

Oh, trust me. It's both; and definitely... far more the first since it's clearly not distracting you enough for the second.

[ flicks his tongue out to run along the other's bottom lip. ] ...But, you want me to answer your question, so I suppose I shouldn't be mean and hold off on that?

[Opens his mouth to catch the tip of that tongue between his teeth, grinning before releasing it after a moment]

We have both had a long day, so you should definitely be kind to me. And the nicer you are to me, the nicer I will be to you. So, choose wisely.

Oh my, a siren that really knows how to seduce. Fascinating. [ hums good-naturedly, though. ]

Only you would think me answering your question is being nice to you~. [ will linger against Jewel's mouth a moment longer, dragging his hand to grab at his ass before meeting go and parting their mouths. He'll rub a thumb gently over Jewel's lips though, and he doesn't really pull all that far away. ]

So you want me to tell you what happened or just what's bothering me?

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Hmmmm....what can I say? A little trust goes a long way with me.

[Brushes his thumbs over Sam's cheekbones, not pulling away at all, just allowing his body to relax into Sam's for as much contact as possible]

Why not both? They're tied together, aren't they?

[Budges his lips against Sam's thumb lightly, pressing a soft kiss to the pad of it before taking it in his mouth, the flat of his tongue pressing up against it]

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[ a small smile. ]

I think the monsters were connected to the individual following us somehow. Cirrus forfeited their win to make sure no one died in the hallway, but I only agreed to throw my vote in the Dame let me fight the monster. Of course, the monster was not something that could be fought, especially not without weapons out blessings. I don't know if she would have somehow spared Aracha, but since I couldn't fight it, I just went to retrieve him.

Do you remember the subway, though? The hallucination I saw. It was like that, but worse. You could everything and everyone. [ or what was left of them. ]

Not sure what I would have done if I fucked up and wasn't able to get him out. [ gently pushes his thumb into Jewel's mouth a little more at the feeling of his tongue against the pad of it. ]

I just couldn't trust her to not conveniently forget about him, though, in the deal.

[Hums around the digit in his mouth to show he's listening, encouraging Sam to keep talking as he carefully moves from his seat to straddle Sam's legs instead, settling his weight on the other man's lap]

[moves his free hand to wrap arm his around Jewel's waist and pull him closer. ]

Just brings back bad memories of shit I couldn't do anything about them and still can't do anything about. And then what happened to the others... just... [ His fingers dig into the fabric of Jewel's top with a conflicted slow exhale. ] I'm not sure. It just feels horrible.

[Releases that thumb finally, sitting up on his knees before wrapping his arms loosely around Sam's head, pulling him closer so Sam can rest his head on Jewel's chest, fingers combing through Sam's hair slowly while he talks]

I'd ask if there's anything I can do....but sometimes things just feel bad and there's nothing to be 'done' about it other than ride out that feeling. I'd offer silver-linings about how you were able to help today, but I know that doesn't change how you feel about the times you couldn't.

[ Sam will reach to fully embrace Jewel, burying his face against the other's chest without fuss. For the moment he just savors it all: the warmth, the heartbeat, the rise and fall of his chest, the sound of Jewel's voice because it's going to be gone soon, even if only for a little while. He needs to at least remember Jewel's still in one piece, that he didn't suffer through that torture of 'death.' ]

... You're more than enough.

[Breathes in slowly....then breathes out.... Trying to guide Sam's breathing with his own]

Am I? That's awfully high praise.

Yes.

[ His reply is soft, and he does seem to consider saying something else from the brief silence, but there's no uncertainty in his voice present. For now, he'll give this vulnerable side of himself to Jewel without any deflection. Whether he'll give it ever again remains to be seen, but he's trying to be as honest as he knows how to be right now. ]

That doesn't mean you have to be if you don't want to, though.

[Leans down to drop a kiss to the top of Sam's head, hands leaving his hair, opting instead to rub soothing circles against his back]

So....if I'm enough....what can 'enough' do to help you feel better right now?

[ there's a gentle laugh at that, maybe amused, maybe not feeling like he can bring himself to ask, maybe simply downright grateful to have the other offering to begin with because he doesn't feel like he deserves it.

lifts his head up now to look at him. ]

I'm not going to ask for anything more than your company. I can't, it's not fair. This isn't just about me, you had the same long day I had. [ he'll bring a hand to the back of Jewel's neck to coax him to lean in so he can whisper: ]

But I want and will take all of you, as long as you want it, too. So, really... give me what you want that'll make you feel better. Even if that ends up being nothing else.

[Ducks his head, pressing a kiss to the side of Sam's neck]

All of me, huh? I've heard I'm too much before.

[ bringing a hand to glide down Jewel's back, Sam will tilt his head to let him have more access. ]

Have you, now? Who would ever say a thing like?

It may come as a shock, but not everyone is a fan of me.

[Hooks a finger in the neck of Sam's top, tugging down just enough so he can drop a kiss to a collarbone]

[ can't help but laugh. ]

Imagine that. That the nastiest thing they got to say about you?

I've had far worse than that said about me....but no good could come from repeating it. Even if some of those things are maybe true.

We do all have our dark mean sides, eh?

[ slips his hands under the hem of his shirt along the back, if it enough have his fingers tease at the skin just above the waist of his pants. ]

Guess we'll see if you live up to being too much or just right for me? I don't think it's gonna be a problem, but if you're really so worried...

Very true. I'm no exception of course....

[Leans over, stretching a bit so he can lift another chair arm up and out of the way]

I can be pretty mean myself with the right motivation.

Right motivation, huh...

[ he takes advantage of Jewel's leaning over him to kiss at his neck. ]

I don't suggest trying to see for yourself.

[Lays back against the theater seats, grabbing the front of Sam's hoodie, pulling him down too]

Oh, I don't think you have to worry.

[ when he's pulled down he'll pin Jewel but first lean to brush his lips against his forehead affectionately. ] I like you a little too much for wanting to play a game with that kind of thing.

So you've got a mean streak, when pushed, I now know... [ Sam moves to whisper hot against Jewel's ear before nipping at it. ] ...but, tell me, how do you like your pleasure?

[Hums in mock though, shifting a bit to find a comfortable position while tilting his head so he can catch Sam's lips in a series of lazy, open-mouthed kisses]

I wonder....

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