[ takes one of the darts and flicks it towards the dart board that's clearly not positioned to be played from here; the distance is way too long and if this was an actual crowded restaurant like a normal boat, there's no way there would be a clear path. ]

Is that what you constitute as difficult? You really love these negative words about yourself, but you're a pretty confident and charismatic person on the surface from what I remember.

[ that dart he so casually shot has hit bullseye dead center. ]

I guess my question is do you really want to spill your guts and just can't bring yourself to, or are you just hoping you sound more engaged by pretending to be open to sharing? There's no right answer, I'm just curious what version we're playing.