[ Sam doesn't say anything immediately, just looking up at his friend a bit helplessly. ]
...Jun, don't think like that. The way most people on this boat respond to our circumstances are abnormal. Most of them don't have the experiences or the training to adapt or behave as they do, and at least for me this makes them that much more untrustworthy. There's nothing cowardly or poor about these feelings you have, especially about your own self-preservation. It makes you one of very few people with any sense of genuinity here.
So, I... what I mean is... if that ever happens, don't let those thoughts hurt you that much. Because at least with you back there, home is actually worth trying to get back to again for me. Right now, even if I want to go home to escape these visions, there's nothing and no one for me to go back to.
Re: DAY 236; Jun
...Jun, don't think like that. The way most people on this boat respond to our circumstances are abnormal. Most of them don't have the experiences or the training to adapt or behave as they do, and at least for me this makes them that much more untrustworthy. There's nothing cowardly or poor about these feelings you have, especially about your own self-preservation. It makes you one of very few people with any sense of genuinity here.
So, I... what I mean is... if that ever happens, don't let those thoughts hurt you that much. Because at least with you back there, home is actually worth trying to get back to again for me. Right now, even if I want to go home to escape these visions, there's nothing and no one for me to go back to.