[ Sam doesn't pull away, but his jaw clenches even as he buries his face against the other's thigh. It's not... helping. Why is it not helping. Jun will feel the wetness that starts to seep into the fabric of his pants where Sam has his face pressed.
This absolutely... ugh. He's so frustrated. Frustrated by his inability to control himself, his inability to not let this silly vision affect him (because it's silly, this performance was tame overall, he shouldn't be letting his mind run away with all of this. Even this vision is tame. He's killed too many to be that hung up about it—)
He doesn't understand (he does a little, he does recognize this is partly he's upset over Jun seeing this, but even then he still feels like it doesn't make sense.)
Sad story for you, huh? But what's exactly wrong with our stories being fundamentally the same, anyway? What's wrong with being useful for what we're best at?
You don't really care what it is you're good at so long as you're useful, we both know that. ]
Re: DAY 236; Jun
This absolutely... ugh. He's so frustrated. Frustrated by his inability to control himself, his inability to not let this silly vision affect him (because it's silly, this performance was tame overall, he shouldn't be letting his mind run away with all of this. Even this vision is tame. He's killed too many to be that hung up about it—)
He doesn't understand (he does a little, he does recognize this is partly he's upset over Jun seeing this, but even then he still feels like it doesn't make sense.)
Sad story for you, huh? But what's exactly wrong with our stories being fundamentally the same, anyway? What's wrong with being useful for what we're best at?
You don't really care what it is you're good at so long as you're useful, we both know that. ]