But stop blaming yourself -and others who have nothing to do with the reason for that blame- for something that was clearly out of your control, and has no bearing on anyone else but you.
You were deeply hurt, by whatever it was that made you start to think like this. You need to accept that, first and allow yourself actual comfort, and not the kind you think you need in a fuck or ten. As easy as the latter sounds and is.
Re: Day 215 ~ 3am
[ Affectionate. ]
It might not happen now, it might take years...
But stop blaming yourself -and others who have nothing to do with the reason for that blame- for something that was clearly out of your control, and has no bearing on anyone else but you.
You were deeply hurt, by whatever it was that made you start to think like this. You need to accept that, first and allow yourself actual comfort, and not the kind you think you need in a fuck or ten. As easy as the latter sounds and is.